First sentence: “There it is again: in the middle of the black river a pale arm sweeps up and then curves down with a splash.”
DNF @ PAGE 86
(Though I read the last three chapters)
Hahahahahahaha, I am just gonna accept that Sarah Porter books are not for me.
What I thought would be a riveting story about a pair of twins being haunted (and possessed) by their dead older brother turned out to be a goddamn mess.
- It was uncomfortable because of Ruby and Dashiell’s relationship.
I like books that can make you uncomfortable and is very weird, but not when there’s something not quite right that borders on downright creepy. That thing that made me super uncomfortable? That was Ruby and Dashiell’s weird relationship.
It gave me major incestuous vibes. Ruby adores—worships—Dashiell. Nothing anybody say can convince her Dashiell was a terrible person. She’s the type of person who would make excuses for his shitty behavior because she loves him. There’s nothing exactly wrong with this, but when you read how Ruby was written—with the naivety of a person who sounds like she’d been brainwashed—how every thought she has throughout the book is just about Dashiell, and how Dashiell treats her terribly, Ruby’s love for her brother borders on disturbing. It doesn’t sound exactly like a sister who loves her brother; it sounds like a naive lover. And Dashiell is not above using her for his own gain, and he does. He was a liar, an addict, a thief, and a narcissist. He was a shitty person before his death and he’s a shitty person after his death. Dashiell’s manipulating her, and who knows how long this has been going on because I don’t believe we get to see the dynamics of their relationship before he died.
Their relationship is extremely toxic. I was waiting for the moment for Ruby to wake up and see how poisonous her relationship with Dashiell is, but it never came (well, it didn’t come soon enough for me).
- These characters felt like bad actors reciting lines from their script.
These characters didn’t feel like they were talking naturally. Every time they said or thought anything, I wasn’t convinced of what they were saying. They didn’t speak or think like their age. Their actions make you question what the hell is going through their head. The Bohnacker family seem like miscast actors trying to perform a play, but failing at being convincing. It’s way over the top and doesn’t hit the right emotions.
They sound like children when they call each other by their nicknames—“Ruby Slippers,” “Ruby Ru,” “Never Ever,” and “Dash Dot Dot.” It was quite infuriating because of how they said it because they kept doing it.
Some other things I’ve read people say (because I didn’t finish this book):
- The plot is a mess. No explanation for why Dashiell is possessing Ruby and Everett.
- The villain is awful. I assume he’s a terrible and ineffective villain.
- Addiction and drug use is treated as a plot device. THERE’S NO REAL DANGER TO IT AS LONG AS IT MOVES THE STORY, RIGHT?! 😑
- Consent issues with Everett and the girl he likes.
- Everybody is awful. You can infer this from these characters’ actions.
Should you read When I Cast Your Shadow? This is a book I would never put in a teen’s hands because of the terrible message it sends. Stay far away from this. You’ll thank me for it.